Getting a new soul

Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahiim

I don't get any idea what to do rite now. I'm getting a total boring I guess. No any interesting tv show or something attracted me. Hemmm today is a brand new day actually. After many people came to my house and forgive our mistakes one and another. It's a classic transformation which can be a new day : really new one.

Talking about sin, it's real. And it's really worth to be cleared. How? Today answers your question. Perhaps it doesn't guarantee all your sin will be cleared at this victory day for moslems. But, just try to face this day with smile. Try to change all badness with the goodness. May we can be a better person, rite?

And today, I try to make it real. I want myself to be reborn to be purified. I know I've made a lotta faults and mistakes to certain people, so in this day I've got to appologize.

Minal aidin walfaidzin, forgive me body&soul (LMAO)... Hope this new day could bring our way closer to Allah SWT.

About many days and many challenges in front, I try to plan a lot of thing. I realize that I've missed many opportunities just because my time wasted by the activity I can't organize them well. So I'd like to learn more about time management. I will try manage my time, when I have to study, when I have to eat, watch tv, hang out with friends, making school projects, or whatever. This knowledge could be so very important if I know. So it's gonna be really nescessary.

I'd like to upgrade my achievement too. I would try many chances in front of me, whether it's hard or easy in my opinion, I have to try. Because by trying, I will get experiences and so like someone said "Experience is the best teacher" and i do believe that. In every opportunity offered to me, or I think that I could or even should try, I would love to. Young people like me should be open for a new things, shouldn't I?

Yeaaaa and my dreams, my future. I don't know exactly. I just have a really strong desire to be a diplomat. I'm interesting in things such as diplomacy, countries, organizations, world peace, government, politics, etc. My grandpa is a diplomat so our family is always taught by him to be polite and structural in every way of our life. It's a little bit interesting to be the same way like him, I think. I could take International Relations as my major when I'm in university. I want to be graduated in age of 21 or 22. After that I wanna register myself to the Ministry of Foreign Affairs or perhaps United Nation Representation. And I'm interesting too to get a master in International Law. My biggest dream is to be a Minister of Foreign Affair of Republic of Indonesia or even the first Secretary-General of United Nations from Indonesia. Yaaa someday who knows. Apparently, I will be very motivated by my dreams and I will work very hard for it woooo!

But in the other side, my mom and almost my family want me to be a doctor. Hmmm honestly I love biology but I'm not really sure I want to be a doctor. Okay, there may be a little part in myself said that being a doctor is interesting and you can be so rich if you are a specialist. I kno its not easy and its not that fast to be success but I'm also interesting to be a doctor. Specially I wanna be a ginecolog (special doctor for pregnancy, reproduction, and its organ). It's kinda challenging too. But comparing with my desire to be a diplomat, I dont know but I prefer to be a diplomat for now. I don't know what will my thought be tomorrow, next month, or even next year. I just hope whatever it is, I could be useful for many people and I could enjoy my work either as doctor or diplomat.

Hemm im 16 now and im young and i know that young people is a great generation who are really easy to learn something new soooooo I would like to learn many things in my age now. Hope I can be more knowledgeable hahaha. I also like to watch talk show about politics or news programme in tv. As you know, its really a good programme to watch because it's educated and its topic is always interesting to be watched hahaha. (i dont know you think the same way like me or....)

Yeah the point, this day is the moment when we can get a new soul towards a better life. People don't always get what they want, but always get what they need from Allah. We must be thankful and praise to Allah for everything we have rite now. Whatever our condition, we are so lucky because there must be other people's life worse than ours. Imagine that Allah take all the things we have and then we have nothing? It will be so very awful and horrible. So don't forget to prase to Allah.

Like bismillah makes everything closer to Allah, alhamdulillah makes bismillah perfect. Have a great great holiday indeed! Hope you and your family always be in Allah's way. Amin.

Alhamdulillaahirabbilaalamiin