Getting a new soul

Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahiim

I don't get any idea what to do rite now. I'm getting a total boring I guess. No any interesting tv show or something attracted me. Hemmm today is a brand new day actually. After many people came to my house and forgive our mistakes one and another. It's a classic transformation which can be a new day : really new one.

Talking about sin, it's real. And it's really worth to be cleared. How? Today answers your question. Perhaps it doesn't guarantee all your sin will be cleared at this victory day for moslems. But, just try to face this day with smile. Try to change all badness with the goodness. May we can be a better person, rite?

And today, I try to make it real. I want myself to be reborn to be purified. I know I've made a lotta faults and mistakes to certain people, so in this day I've got to appologize.

Minal aidin walfaidzin, forgive me body&soul (LMAO)... Hope this new day could bring our way closer to Allah SWT.

About many days and many challenges in front, I try to plan a lot of thing. I realize that I've missed many opportunities just because my time wasted by the activity I can't organize them well. So I'd like to learn more about time management. I will try manage my time, when I have to study, when I have to eat, watch tv, hang out with friends, making school projects, or whatever. This knowledge could be so very important if I know. So it's gonna be really nescessary.

I'd like to upgrade my achievement too. I would try many chances in front of me, whether it's hard or easy in my opinion, I have to try. Because by trying, I will get experiences and so like someone said "Experience is the best teacher" and i do believe that. In every opportunity offered to me, or I think that I could or even should try, I would love to. Young people like me should be open for a new things, shouldn't I?

Yeaaaa and my dreams, my future. I don't know exactly. I just have a really strong desire to be a diplomat. I'm interesting in things such as diplomacy, countries, organizations, world peace, government, politics, etc. My grandpa is a diplomat so our family is always taught by him to be polite and structural in every way of our life. It's a little bit interesting to be the same way like him, I think. I could take International Relations as my major when I'm in university. I want to be graduated in age of 21 or 22. After that I wanna register myself to the Ministry of Foreign Affairs or perhaps United Nation Representation. And I'm interesting too to get a master in International Law. My biggest dream is to be a Minister of Foreign Affair of Republic of Indonesia or even the first Secretary-General of United Nations from Indonesia. Yaaa someday who knows. Apparently, I will be very motivated by my dreams and I will work very hard for it woooo!

But in the other side, my mom and almost my family want me to be a doctor. Hmmm honestly I love biology but I'm not really sure I want to be a doctor. Okay, there may be a little part in myself said that being a doctor is interesting and you can be so rich if you are a specialist. I kno its not easy and its not that fast to be success but I'm also interesting to be a doctor. Specially I wanna be a ginecolog (special doctor for pregnancy, reproduction, and its organ). It's kinda challenging too. But comparing with my desire to be a diplomat, I dont know but I prefer to be a diplomat for now. I don't know what will my thought be tomorrow, next month, or even next year. I just hope whatever it is, I could be useful for many people and I could enjoy my work either as doctor or diplomat.

Hemm im 16 now and im young and i know that young people is a great generation who are really easy to learn something new soooooo I would like to learn many things in my age now. Hope I can be more knowledgeable hahaha. I also like to watch talk show about politics or news programme in tv. As you know, its really a good programme to watch because it's educated and its topic is always interesting to be watched hahaha. (i dont know you think the same way like me or....)

Yeah the point, this day is the moment when we can get a new soul towards a better life. People don't always get what they want, but always get what they need from Allah. We must be thankful and praise to Allah for everything we have rite now. Whatever our condition, we are so lucky because there must be other people's life worse than ours. Imagine that Allah take all the things we have and then we have nothing? It will be so very awful and horrible. So don't forget to prase to Allah.

Like bismillah makes everything closer to Allah, alhamdulillah makes bismillah perfect. Have a great great holiday indeed! Hope you and your family always be in Allah's way. Amin.

Alhamdulillaahirabbilaalamiin

blog jadul PRA TO & TO 2008

sebentar lagi mau TO nih tapi kali ini sebagai OSIS yang ngedampingin, bukan sbg peserta. hemmm sedikit mau flashback nih menjelang TO tahun ini kalau mau lihat bagaimana TO dan Pra TO tahun lalu silahkan di buka yooo....

Pra TO & TO 2008

It's false

I'm mad. I don't know. There's something make me really upset. I can't tell you what is it. It's actually kinda somethin unimportant but...it's important.

I've learned something today : being feared of sumthing is a holyshitty fault and unconfident is not a word existed in my dictionary.

I was just...I don't know. I should be brave in all the things I face, I thought. But...everyone can make a mistake and I don't wanna make the same mistake because it describes myself as a stupid man.

So what I must learn is : The most essential subject I should learn is not repeating the same fault.

So sorry I can tell you what is it all about because it's kinda little personal. I just hope you who read it can learn from my fault and mention what I write above.

Ckck.

Rink Ice

Seharian ini gue di rumah. Panas banget woooy ga nahan gile gue bangun jam 10 pagi abis itu mandi dsb terus siap2 solat jumat. Gila jalan ke mesjid rasanya kaya dibakar cuy, panasnya ga nahan. Terus abis itu nungguin manusia2 yang mau iceskating bareng di Mal Taman Anggrek. Mereka pada berangkat bareng dari sekolah dan berhubung gue lagi di rumah oma gue di Tomang dan itu tinggal ngesot so... gue berangkat sendiri aja.

Dan setelah 1 jam menunggu mereka gue mulai bete karna terus menunggu tanpa kabar dan akhirnya gue mulai membuka laptop dan berchatting ria, bertumbler ria, berfacebook ria, dan berblog ria namun ternyata internet gue agak2 kurangajar sehingga dia nyala-mati-nyala-mati terus koneksinya hemmm.

Terus gue bbm-an kan ama nisa dan gue agak2 bete karna mereka sangatlah ngaret.

(ini dia conversationnya)

Ranggo : Nis dimanooo

Nisa : Yes rang? Eh jadinya gw ke sklh dulu soalnya bonyok gue mau ke arah sana

Ranggo : Hooo okeh

Nisa : Ntr kl udh otw lo brgkt aja

Ranggo : oke

60 minutes later

Nisa : Rang kita masih nunggu org2

Ranggo : oke, dimana?

Nisa : msh di sklh hehehhe

Ranggo : hooo on time abis

Nisa : Hahahaha tau tuh

Ranggo : Hmm

Nisa : Rang kita otw ya. 30 mnt lagi nyampe kl ga macet

Ranggo : ......(males bales)

Yaa mereka janji ketemuan sm gue di Taman Anggrek jam 1 atau setengah 2 tapi ini kok sudah jam 2. Yaa akhirnya setelah mereka bilang otw pun gue masih santai saja karna toh bener2 deket tinggal ngesot. Dan...gue minta anterin om gue ke MTA. Setelah itu jalanan agak rame dan membuat kesal sekali karena lampu merah perempatan MTA itu kok nyebelinnya ga nanggung2 ya. Merahnya 2 menitan tapi ijonya cuman 15 detik. Ckck bener2 ga berbudi luhur (apa coba).

Akhirnya tidak lama setelah itu gue sampai di MTA dan Nisa sama Sheila dan adeknya (Ais) udah nyampe di lobby sedangkan yg lain masih di parkiran. Loh ko tiba2 ada adenya Sheiy gue agak kaget juga, ternyata setelah gue tanya "Mereka maksa ikut Rang." Hemmm seperti dugaan gue memang karna ga mungkin Sheiy ngajak ade2nya tanpa alesan hauahhaa.

Ya sudahlah setelah menunggu 3 menitan Ai nelfon Nisa dan katanya mereka udah menuju Rink Ice (tempat iceskating) di lantai 3 dan kita langsung nyusul ke sana. Sampai di situ, kok mereka nya ga ada. Kemana toh? Karna bosen nunggu gue langsung ngantri di loket nya dan beli tiket sama glove. Berhubung gue lupa naro dimana dan males nyari juga tadi di rumah. Harga tiketnya IDR 42.000 including sepatu. Abis itu gue sama Nisa dan Sheila dan Ais masuk ke dalam tapi kok yang lain belum muncul juga...akhirnya serentak dateng deh tuh Maped (nama panggilan Ryan), Wisnu, Tama, Bear (nama panggilan Ichsan), Ai, sama adeknya Sheila yg satu lagi (Reyhan).

Setelah bertele2 dengan mba2 kasir (baca : beli tiket, glove , koin loker) akhirnya kita masuk ke arena Rink Ice. Ngambil sepatu, ganti sepatu, masukkin barang2 ke loker dan akhirnya masuk ke arena iceskating. Nah setiap orang di sana pada bertanya2 "Udah pada pernah belom?," nah gue jawab aja "Udah sih 2 kali. Sekali di sini, sekali di Singapur." Temen2 gue juga rata2 udah pernah sekali, ada juga sih yg belom pernah sama sekali kaya Wisnu. Hemm akhirnya kita bareng2 masuk ke arena iceskating itu.

Di sana, gue kok tiba2 merasa agak gimana ya, rasa2nya gue pernah main sekali waktu itu sama sepupu2 gue. Udah lumayan lama sih tapi gue ga bego2 amat ko, hemmm kenapa kaki gue rasanya ga mau ciuman sama lante es itu wooooooo.

Setelah nyoba 1 puteran kayanya gue bisa2 aja tapi kenapa kaki gue jalannya ga mau lurus gitu (belok2 sendiri kaya keplitek2 gitu). Dan di sana gue jatoh berulang2 kali. Malu sih kagak ya secara temen2 gue juga pada jatoh dan orang di sana juga banyak yg jatoh2 haha yg jelas banyak hal lucu di sana. Kayak gue, Reyhan (adek Sheila), sama Tama, iceskating gandengan keliling muter2 gitu sampe jatohnya juga barengan hahaha itu lawak abis. Terus yang paling kacau tuh pas Wisnu mau dorong gue terus pas gue lagi muter2 tiba2 jatoh gara2 dia becandain, eehh dia ngasitau gue sok2 bener gitu caranya tapi ga lama abis itu dia ikutan jatoh hahahaha kualat dasar tuh.

Si Bear agak2 parno dia kayanya dan cuman sebentar di dalem, gatau deh kenapa dia : males atau ga bisa atau takut atau....? Yang jelas dia nunggu di luar, tapi setelah cukup lama di situ akhirnya Tama sama Maped ngajakin Bear ke dalem lagi dan ngajarin dia cara iceskating yang bener. Gue udah lumayan seru sih iceskating-nya cuman ya itu tadi kaki gue masih agak2 miring2 ke kanan kiri gt kaya belom fleksibel. Tapi lama2 setelah muter2 terus berkali-kali gue cukup merasa seru dan ngeluncurnya udah seru lah ga mesti terlalu diatur2 kaya pertama kali. Yaa 2 jam akhirnya abis juga. Kita beres2, ambil barang di loker, balikin sepatu, solat Ashar. Bear, Tama, sama Wisnu balik duluan karna mau pada buka puasa di rumah. Gue sama yang lain naik mobil Maped dan mereka rencananya ga jelas gitu lah entah mau buka di Senayan City atau di Sekbil Bintaro. Terus Nisa tiba2 berubah haluan jadi diturunin deket rumahnya di Pejompongan. Gue sih diturunin di pinggir jalan raya Tomang abis itu naik taksi bentar soalnya Maped takut ga kekejar buka puasa.

Yaa overall seru sih hari ini dan kapan2 boleh juga nih kalo iceskating lagi hemmm. Kalau mau lihat fotonya silahkan :

si Tama

with Sheila

Bear jatuh

Ramadhan Almost Ends

Hemm ga kerasa abis udah mau lebaran, kayanya baru kemaren lebaran eh udah mau lebaran lagi aja. Udah lama juga gue ga ngepost. Lagi iseng dan ga ada kerjaan. Gue mau menceritakan banyak hal selama bulan Ramadhan ini.

Yang jelas hari ini adalah hari ke-25 puasa (kalo ga salah). Dan udah banyak banget acara buka puasa yang gue ikutin hahaha. Sampe2 oma gue kesel kali ya gue hampir gapernah buka di rumah hemm tapi untung sekarang udah libur, tapi tetep aja masih banyak rencana buka bersama lainnya ckck.

Dimulai dari buka puasa bareng POMG, buka puasa di sekolah lanjutan ke kemang tour(sekalian ntn rapture) dan nginep rumah masteng, buka puasa bareng OSIS MPK Labsraw, buka puasa IPA, buka puasa ex-XA, dan lain2nya seabrek abis belom lagi surprise ulangtahun Sheila sama birthday party nya... hmmm

Ya alamat jarang buka di rumah lah gue tapi giliran kemaren buka di rumah rasanya seru abis karna makan apa juga kayanya puas, gratis mau sebanyak apa juga hahaha belom lagi kemaren oma gue masak fettucine carbonara maknyos abis deh langsung ludes.

Hemm tapi kayanya masalah ibadah gue masih perlu banyak introspeksi diri. Bahkan bulan Ramadhan gue masih suka kebablasan solat subuh, atau kelupaan solat yang lain. Ya mudah2an gue semakin baik lah di sisa2 hari puasa ini. (mudah2an saja)

By the way sebentar lagi lebaran dan liburan sekolah mencapai hampir 3 minggu dan kira2 gue ga akan kemana2 selain ke Bandung hari ke2 lebaran dan itupun ga akan lama soooooooo sepertinya gue sudah siap dilanda kebosenan tingkat tinggi. Mudah2an aja masih ada banyak alternatif kegiatan lain hauahhaha.

Terus juga kayanya hari2 yang akan kosong itu bakal gue isi untuk refreshing sama temen2 sebelum UTS dan pastinya bersiap2 belajar menghadapi kegilaan karna masuk2 langsung UTS dan sepertinya gue harus belajar ekstra keras karna nilai2 gue di ipa masih agak sangat memprihatinkan (bahkan kalo gasalah ada yg masih belom tuntas). Yaah semoga saja bisa lebih baik lah secara gue pengen pmdk (walaupun agak mustahil) tapi tidak ada salahnya mencoba ya kan? Terus gue juga masih sangat berusaha menyesuaikan diri di ipa dengan sebarek kegiatan osis dan juga kegiatan les2, ekskul dll dan obsesi gue kali ini harus tercapai : rangking 3 besar atau at least 5 besar. Mungkin agak ketinggian tapi kalo liat track record gue dari kecil sampe kemaren (kelas X sih rangking 9 at least hemm not bad) bukan sesuatu yg mustahil kalo gue bekerja keras dan kayanya gue emang harus mulai mencintai buku kimia, fisika, biologi, atau mungkin Seribu Pena Matematika supaya ga jadi anak ipa yg bego. Hemmm mudah2an.

Terus juga besok bakalan ada SkySale (semacam garage sale) yaitu program kerja osis jualan barang2 bekas layak pakai di Pasar Mayestik. Ya buat mengisi waktu gue dan ngajarin anak2 kelas 1 yang tergabung dalam Tim Finance, secara gue ketuanya jadi gue harus ada disana..

Ya sepertinya segitu saja. Sebentar lagi gue mau solat isya, mau makan sesuatu yg bisa dimakan atau minum sesuatu yg bisa diminum abis itu sikat gigi, bersih2, dan tidur karna besok gue harus bangun saur dan bangun pagi lagi buat ke sekolah dan abis itu nyari proposal PL Fair sama PLAC ka channi di sekos trus cabut ke mayestik buat siap2 Sky Sale. Nih ada beberapa foto selama Ramadhan :

Surprise Sheila at Toy's Cafe Senopati, 8/9/2009

Buka Puasa POMG

Buka Puasa Lamuru at Rumah Faisal & ka Faris